"Long you live and high you'll fly and smiles you'll give and tears you'll cry and all you touch and all you see is all your life will ever be.”

I'm new to Blogger just making my way over from Live Journal. I'm really random in general and nothing is TMI with me. If swearing offends you then you are in the wrong place, if you wear fur you are definitely in the wrong place, but if you want the occasional good laugh and a solid dose of mommy honesty then you are certainly in the right place.


My daughter Kylie is a trip, she makes me laugh all the time and occasionally makes me cry. We are potty training and just made the move into a big girl bed. Sometimes I really have no idea what I'm doing but she's happy and healthy so something must be going right. I'm not a granola mom but am a little crunchy, I shop Organic but use disposable diapers. I'm still working out this mom thing one day at a time.

I'm a birthmother to an amazing little boy named Matthew in an open adoption. He will be 7 this year, it still amazes me how much time has passed since this adoption journey began. I write about him often, I miss him always and I'm learning day by day how to "deal" with my decision. I have my good days and my bad, both I'll share here.

I am who I am, and make no excuses. I often come off as a bitch, but once you get to know me you'll see that is not the case. I have tattoo's, I recycle, I laugh until I can't breath on a daily basis, and have the worlds most incredible friends. I am in love with a man who adores me, which I sometimes take for granted. I don't have the patience for Internet drama, been there done that and then grew up.I fight with my friends and I make mistakes. I'm nowhere near perfect but imperfection is much more interesting anyway.

Thats just a little about me, Anything you want to know ask away :o)

~Marcie
Mommy to Kylie Lynn
Birth Mom to Matthew Paul